SELF-ESTEEM

A pretty crazy day! Woke up and rushed through everything as always..(haha, i really should kick off this habit, but it wont be helpful anways). Ok, had chem quiz for the first two periods. We had a relief but still had the quiz on cations and anions. Sigh, boring quizes! After recess it was maths time, not particularly interesting, just realised im deproving badly in maths haha. Just cant see through the questions :( Before i knew it, we were having geog lessons. Went through rivers before we had the test. Haha, did not expect it to be 30 marks but it was ok, making some errors here and there. No assembly again! Ok, had quizes again == This time on Olympics and Bully Campaign. Finally, lessons ended and slacked until 2+ when we prepared for our first friday parade since school reopened. Parade went better than expected. lk took over the sec 1s drill session :) Wow, he made the cadets change O.o Had two cc and everyone was restless at the end. Taught the cadets all the bends and revised the others. Parade was fast and it ended with debrief. Learnt many things from today's parade:) One is to have the confidence, only then we can make the impact on others. Another is to have teamwork, working together as squad ncos.

Ultimately, we cannot let go of things too quickly, it would slip into the air and before you know it, it will not come back ever again.. If we wont work hard for the things we want to achieve, it would just always be false hope.

3 days of np in a row. Wow, going to be another busy weekend with heaps of homework as always, and with ndp rehearsal at ulu pandan cc tmr><

"It just the beginning"

Hard but worth it?

Woke up and packed my bag before going to school. Haha, I thought i lost my bio notes and frantically tried to find it. Turned out it was hiding under a stack of books ==. Had our temperature taken before going to bio lab for lessons. Sigh, my bio is definitely deproving:(
Have to buck up and try to catch up... "We will never know until we try". Had chem prac by miss liang and had an experiment on cations(blurness), haha, still more interesting than theory lessons. RECESS! Went to library for 3 periods of pc/cme by mr kanan :) Circle time again :) And strength cards. Mine was encouraging zhi wen lols. We were taught the "Reality" Ride by mr kanan. He taught us about the two tracks in life, one is the fast and easy track, which gives you the thrill of your life, but in the end, it would lead to your downfall. The other was the "Hard but worth it" track, which gives you the opportunity, freedom and self respect. I have also learnt that there are no shortcuts in life, and also to plan ahead for our future. It reminded me of the "Tortoise and the Hare" story:) Next, we had the "finger" game which concentrated on how prepared we are. On top of that, we also went to the hall for a game. This game was about stepping on the number cards 1-30 in the fastest time. Teamwork was the key to success. Ok, after that, we had english where our teacher flared up as some of us did not complete her work. She cooled down shortly and we had group work, a planning for argumentative essay topics. Yay, she did not give us any homework:P (finally..)

Ok lessons ended and I went to the np room for a short meeting around 45 mins. Mr Chan talked about our responsibility as ncos before discussing about the ndp parade at Ulu Pandan CC. Went back to class for chinese atp, haha, yang lao shi was talking about who a man who save if the person he loves and his mother are both drowning. Turns out that her theory was that men would usually save his mother. Hm, i wonder. Almost slept in her class which ended at 4, wow, cant believe i managed not to sleep haha. Sigh, i still cant escape yet. Had quiz com training at 4 until 6.

Overslept on the bus on my way back :( Landed and found myself at humes avenue == Sigh, lucky still in bukit batok. Tried to find my way back to home even though took quite a long time to reach home. Didnt bother to take the bus since i wanted to walk. Had a late dinner and realised that my whole day had already gone =o

Ok, still have to settle sec 1 stuff, bio worksheet and cme reflection!
Haha, wasnt such a bad day after all, and enjoyed myself at school :D

"Never take things for granted!"

FRUSTRATION

Sigh, another hectic and disgusting weekend... I seriously hate maths! MATHS HOMEWORK IS THE WORST! ><><) Champion was Raffles (expected), runner up was Hwa Chong (expected) and third was Nanyang Girls (again, expected). Haha, 17 schools participated and more than three quarters did badly for the questions we set. O.o, it was definitely not easy for them. After that, went for lunch and to Ulu Pandan CC with Mr Chan, CI Ben, Eugene, Jw and jackson. Had to racky the place cos had some parade there and our school is participating in it. Mr Chan drafted out the plan for the parade.. Kinda complicated but we must make it possible :) At about 2+, took a bus to clementi interchange and then to Beauty World.. 173 took like ages to arrive..! Did not have any mood for pool, and wasted my time there. Ok, walked home and was stuck at homework for the whole day.

SUNDAY!
Woke up and started on maths hw. This was when the frustration took place :( Sigh, on the bright side, going out with my dad in the afternoon :) Yay, finally watched Harry Potter with my dad since did not watch it with my friends on friday. Hm, the show was not that bad, but the sad thing was they cancelled too many scenes.. Quite different from the story since they combined many parts together even though the flow was good. RON IS SO COOL! haha my favourite joker. Argh, Dumbledore died, haha, during the "super fast and weird" ending, the cinema so silent == I still prefer the book :)Spent the rest of my day completing English compo and maths homework.. Going back to school tomorrow, and two tests on friday O.o My comp still having repair:( The end =/


Sometimes I feel like the catcher in the rye
Sometimes I wish that I could catch her eye
Sometimes I wish that I could be that guy
Yeah...time is passing by I'm losing my mind
This could be the end or its just the beginning
I'm running out of time

Who Am I

Time flies and going back to school tomorrow. Not particularly sad about it, but theres ss test tomorrow >< Sigh, found out shooting results yesterday.. The boys team did not perform particularly well, on the bright side, the girls team is second in the whole NPCC ^^ Congratulations to them! There's always a second chance:) Just completed Newspaper article.. lols supposed to be done like 2 days ago. Slacked today, and helped out in cooking =P Haha, first time i cooked my own lunch :) I have learnt something,"The food that you cook is always delicious" Updated the job allocation in the afternoon. Have to complete all the homework by today=( Yay, tomorrow going to watch harry potter. Slackiest(Happiest) week ever! INSPIRATION VS ASPIRATION

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

East to West-Casting Crowns

Qurantined!

First day of qurantine. Woke up at 8 when miss liang called me for my temp. Thankfully, it was 36.0.. Sigh, could not sleep again and thought of my classmates suffering in school :) hehe. Went on messenger to chat with ys, zx, ben and wh. At least 10 people were qurantined in my class. Lol, 1st case in new town. Hmm, planning to complete quiz com stuff and homework today.(must also finish my storybook today) Haha, feels like a holiday :) Wow, 5 periods of maths, 4 periods of eng, chinese and bio fly away alr in these two days. Hope i wont miss much :( Sigh, talking about missing, im missing my classmates too. Lol, school is fun with all my friends :)

Finally, a break? Maybe

"Overcome your weaknesses and hope for the best"

Shooting!

Ok, had school as normal. Well, maybe not. Started with MT, where yang lao shi started a new chapter. Haha, i find her lessons meaningful =x, maybe its just me. Next, we had pe... omg we had soccer and never played it for almost a year. Felt like a noob and became tired and frustrated after a while. After a break, 3/5 challenged our class in soccer, the All Stars game. Yay, it was recess. Wasting no time, went back to class and tried to do last minute studying for my chem test after recess. Haha, its something called"bu yao bao fo jiao", something that im going to do from now on =x. Changed to school uniform and mrs ang came in a few minutes later with her new dress == Started the test and finished it in 20minutes. Thankfully, it was not a super duper hard test, felt like a giveaway lols. Yang lao shi came in to take over miss liang's maths test. It was graphs and we all rushing to complete 2 graphs in less than 1 period. Felt like a speed test, and i managed to complete it in time. So happy =x. LOL, we were like 15 minutes late for bio in the lab and i thought mr chan would alr scream at us. He did not and we continued on transport of water in plants. Period ended and I went to canteen at 1 for lunch before shooting com. Before we knew it, we were at HTA. Walked to the range complex before we were informed that we had to register first. The first event was the boys .22 individual and we were sent to the range. Sat at the viewing gallery before the briefing. Lol, the air con was getting into me. Went to the briefing room, before entering the range. Wow, looked at the other competitors and they looked so serious. Haha, definitely made me worried. Ok, shot my figure 2. 8 in 0 out. Moved on to the round 2. That was the part that changed everything >< I tried aiming off and the shots went to high. All at the 2,4 and 6s.. knew that I would not make it. Trying to calm down, I went for round 3 and aimed at the centre. Managed to score 130, while the highest was godlike=x 182. Felt disappointed at first but was cheered up by my team mates after we walked back to the cafeteria. Hazimah and HIdayah was 1st and 5th respectively. Haha, even though it was not expected, we achieved something and did our best. We shared our experiences and felt sorry for mr chan as we did not performed well enough. Next was the team and the 10 of us geared up and encouraged each other before the moment of truth. Felt better with my team by my side and shot better. Teamspirit really helps:) Haha, many thanks to all the supporters who supported us to the end. We did our best and even though some of us are disappointed, we will bring back glory to the unit. LOTS of walking! Walked countlessly around the HTA, and waited for the bus.

Went back to school and had dinner at Pizza Hut in Clementi. Yay, mr chan treated us and it was like 12 dollars per person. Went home at about 9.30. An long day! Immediately bathed and slumped into bed.

Miss liang called me and found out that I was quarantined for 2 days. Haha gonna miss loads of lessons.. On the bright side, can slack at home ^^

"Live the life you love!"

i love clouds!

Yay, today is holi-holi day!:D Its youthday but did not feel youthful at all. Haha, did not update for a long time =x Had a bad night yesterday, rolling in bed and could not sleep... Woke up feeling naueous and rushed through the newspapers to find some current affairs to set. =O Left home at 9.40 and walked to Beauty World mac for qc. Suprisingly, today's qc did not feel fun at all, doing questions and summary. Lol, we had to set goals and mine was "Emerge the champion", sounds very far but I will work hard for it :D (Should have written "Make mr chan happy") Skipped lunch and went to play pool instead. 16 balls and 6 holes!(not forgetting tyco-ness) Played for 2+ hours and some of us needed to go while the rest attacked dota. Took a detour to the bus stop to send my friends off and walked home. Raindrops came pouring on me but i didnt bother to take out my umbrella =P Had fun walking in the rain and drinking peach pearl but before I knew it, the rain stopped =( Didnt bother to bathe and I went straight to the comp before doing my homework.

*Sighs* Going back to school tomorrow and another busy week.. (Hope I can survive and live another day for you) If only time could stop, and days would pass by longer..

The sky is that beautiful old parchment in which the sun and the moon keep their diary.